“I look at you, and I just love you, and it terrifies me. It terrifies me what I would do for you.”
| — | Alexandra Bracken, Never Fade |
Och efter hon berättade det såg jag dig aldrig i ögonen mer,
I've hardly slept, since the night he left.
.
For this person, you'd do anything, and not think twice about it. But when you're asked why you have no answer. You'll try your whole life to understand how he can affect you as much as he does, but you'll never find out.
vaknade med tårar rinnandes ner för kinderna
fan i helvetes jävla skit
what i would do
För en låt säger ibland mer
How could I break away from you?
I still remember how you used to say
"Something good will come out of this"
"Something good will come out of this"
Everything's that's broke, leave it to the breeze. Why don't you be you, and I'll be me.
Tryin' to push this problem up the hill
When it's just too heavy to hold
Think now's the time to let it slide
So come on let it go
When it's just too heavy to hold
Think now's the time to let it slide
So come on let it go
ah, men precis så
Want to feel burning flames when you say my name,
och jag skäms för att säga att du är kvar i mig, skratta åt mig för då kommer jag kanske över det.
jag vet jag har mig själv att skylla, har vetat det varenda fylla.
Du frågade vem som förstört mig, och jag gav dig inget svar.
boredom
1. Who was the last person you held hands with?
I dont know.
2. Are you outgoing or shy?
2. Are you outgoing or shy?
Shy
3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?
3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?
Him
4. Are you easy to get along with?
4. Are you easy to get along with?
I don't know, I'm probably not thart easy to get along with.
5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?
5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?
Depends on how drunk, but probably
6. What kind of people are you attracted to?
6. What kind of people are you attracted to?
The wrong ones
7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?
7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?
No
8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?
8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?
Depends
9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
It deponds on who I'm talking to but no.
10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
Some of my friends.
11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?
11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?
"Yes, that'll be fine."
12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?
12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?
Just one day - Mighty Oaks
Piller i badkaret - Markus Krunegård
Hanna - Melissa Horn
Cold Unknown - Mighty Oaks
Drowning - Banks
13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?
Yes
14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?
14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?
I think so
15. What good thing happened this summer?
15. What good thing happened this summer?
I had an incredible festival experience.
16. Would you kiss the last guy you kissed again?
16. Would you kiss the last guy you kissed again?
Yes, yes, yes.
17. Do you think there is life on other planets?
17. Do you think there is life on other planets?
Yes.
18. Do you still talk to your first crush?
18. Do you still talk to your first crush?
Define "crush"
19. Do you like bubble baths?
19. Do you like bubble baths?
No, I don't enjoy bathing.
20. Do you like your neighbors?
20. Do you like your neighbors?
Nah, depends on which neighbors.
21. What are your bad habits?
21. What are your bad habits?
I bite on my nails.
22. Where would you like to travel?
London, London, London
23. Do you have trust issues?
23. Do you have trust issues?
Yes
24. Favorite part of your daily routine?
24. Favorite part of your daily routine?
Going to bed.
25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?
25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?
Everything between my shoulders to my knees.
26. What do you do when you wake up?
26. What do you do when you wake up?
Want to go back to sleep
27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?
27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?
Darker
28. Who are you most comfortable around?
28. Who are you most comfortable around?
My family
29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?
29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?
no
30. Do you ever want to get married?
30. Do you ever want to get married?
I don't know, it is not a massive deal to me.
31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail?
31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail?
Not a high pony tail.
32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?
32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?
Harry Styles and Austin Butler probably, or Theo James
33. Spell your name with your chin.
33. Spell your name with your chin.
No
34. Do you play sports? What sports?
34. Do you play sports? What sports?
None, but used to do a lot of horse riding
35. Would you rather live without TV or music?
35. Would you rather live without TV or music?
TV!!!
36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?
36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?
Yes
37. What do you say during awkward silences?
37. What do you say during awkward silences?
Stay silent
38. Describe your dream girl/guy?
38. Describe your dream girl/guy?
Someone who makes me happy and wants to be with me.
39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?
39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?
Topshop and Weekday
40. What do you want to do after high school?
40. What do you want to do after high school?
Well, I'm attending UNI now so.
41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
No
42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?
42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?
That my thoughts are spinning super fast
43. Do you smile at strangers?
43. Do you smile at strangers?
Sometimes
44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?
44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?
none
45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?
45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?
Responsibilities
46. What are you paranoid about?
46. What are you paranoid about?
Being alone.
47. Have you ever been high?
47. Have you ever been high?
No
48. Have you ever been drunk?
48. Have you ever been drunk?
Yes
49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?
49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?
Maybe
50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?
50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?
I don't wear hoodies
51. Ever wished you were someone else?
51. Ever wished you were someone else?
Yes
52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?
52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?
My skin
53. Favourite makeup brand?
53. Favourite makeup brand?
Depends on what kind of makeup
54. Favourite store?
54. Favourite store?
Topshop or Weekday
55. Favourite blog?
55. Favourite blog?
Kenzas.se
56. Favourite colour?
56. Favourite colour?
Black
57. Favourite food?
57. Favourite food?
Tacos
58. Last thing you ate?
58. Last thing you ate?
Meatballs ans pasta
59. First thing you ate this morning?
59. First thing you ate this morning?
A sandwich
60. Ever won a competition? For what?
60. Ever won a competition? For what?
No
61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?
61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?
No
62. Been arrested? For what?
62. Been arrested? For what?
No
63. Ever been in love?
63. Ever been in love?
Maybe
64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?
64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?
Was very drunk with a guy I didn't know.
65. Are you hungry right now?
65. Are you hungry right now?
No
66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?
66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?
No
67. Facebook or Twitter?
67. Facebook or Twitter?
Twitter
68. Twitter or Tumblr?
68. Twitter or Tumblr?
Tumblr
69. Are you watching tv right now?
69. Are you watching tv right now?
No
70. Names of your bestfriends?
70. Names of your bestfriends?
F6
71. Craving something? What?
71. Craving something? What?
Nothing
72. What colour are your towels?
72. What colour are your towels?
Red and white
72. How many pillows do you sleep with?
72. How many pillows do you sleep with?
Four
73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
No
74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?
74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?
I don't know, more than five less than 10 (?)
75. Favourite animal?
75. Favourite animal?
Horses
76. What colour is your underwear?
76. What colour is your underwear?
Dark purple
77. Chocolate or Vanilla?
77. Chocolate or Vanilla?
Chocolate
78. Favourite ice cream flavour?
78. Favourite ice cream flavour?
Chocolate
79. What colour shirt are you wearing?
79. What colour shirt are you wearing?
Grey
80. What colour pants?
80. What colour pants?
Black
81. Favourite tv show?
81. Favourite tv show?
The Carrie Diaries and Gossip Girl
82. Favourite movie?
82. Favourite movie?
TFIOS, The Perks of Being a Wallflower and Spectacular Now
83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?
83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?
Mean Girls
84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?
84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?
21 Jump Street
85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?
85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?
Karen
86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?
86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?
Dory
87. First person you talked to today?
87. First person you talked to today?
My mum
88. Last person you talked to today?
88. Last person you talked to today?
My mum
89. Name a person you hate?
89. Name a person you hate?
I don't hate anyone
90. Name a person you love?
90. Name a person you love?
All of my family and close friends
91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?
91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?
Yes,
92. In a fight with someone?
92. In a fight with someone?
No
93. How many sweatpants do you have?
93. How many sweatpants do you have?
Two pairs maybe
94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?
94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?
Maybe ten?
95. Last movie you watched?
95. Last movie you watched?
Palo Alto
96. Favourite actress?
96. Favourite actress?
Shailene Woodley
97. Favourite actor?
97. Favourite actor?
Miles Teller
98. Do you tan a lot?
98. Do you tan a lot?
No
99. Have any pets?
99. Have any pets?
A dog
100. How are you feeling?
100. How are you feeling?
Quite poorly
101. Do you type fast?
101. Do you type fast?
Average I guess
102. Do you regret anything from your past?
102. Do you regret anything from your past?
Yes
103. Can you spell well?
103. Can you spell well?
Yes
104. Do you miss anyone from your past?
104. Do you miss anyone from your past?
Yes
105. Ever been to a bonfire party?
105. Ever been to a bonfire party?
Yes
106. Ever broken someone’s heart?
106. Ever broken someone’s heart?
I don't know
107. Have you ever been on a horse?
107. Have you ever been on a horse?
Yes
108. What should you be doing?
108. What should you be doing?
Study
109. Is something irritating you right now?
109. Is something irritating you right now?
Yes
110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?
110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?
Yes
111. Do you have trust issues?
111. Do you have trust issues?
Yes
112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
My friends
113. What was your childhood nickname?
113. What was your childhood nickname?
My mum called and still calls me Hulda
114. Have you ever been out of your country?
114. Have you ever been out of your country?
Yes
115. Do you play the Wii?
115. Do you play the Wii?
No
116. Are you listening to music right now?
116. Are you listening to music right now?
Yes
117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?
117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?
Yes
118. Do you like Chinese food?
118. Do you like Chinese food?
Some of it.
119. Favourite book?
119. Favourite book?
Looking for Alaska
120. Are you afraid of the dark?
120. Are you afraid of the dark?
Yes, very!
121. Are you mean?
121. Are you mean?
Maybe?
122. Is cheating ever okay?
122. Is cheating ever okay?
No
123. Can you keep white shoes clean?
123. Can you keep white shoes clean?
Yes
124. Do you believe in love at first sight?
124. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Not love but attraction yes
125. Do you believe in true love?
125. Do you believe in true love?
Yes
126. Are you currently bored?
126. Are you currently bored?
Yes
127. What makes you happy?
127. What makes you happy?
Friends and alcohol
128. Would you change your name?
128. Would you change your name?
No I don't think so
129. What your zodiac sign?
129. What your zodiac sign?
Virgo
130. Do you like subway?
130. Do you like subway?
Meh
131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
Tries not to think about it haha
132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
My friends
133. Favourite lyrics right now?
133. Favourite lyrics right now?
The whole lyric from After the storm Mumford and Sons
134. Can you count to one million?
134. Can you count to one million?
Yes
135. Dumbest lie you ever told?
135. Dumbest lie you ever told?
I don't know
136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?
136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?
Closed!
137. How tall are you?
137. How tall are you?
179 cm or kind of 5"11
138. Curly or Straight hair?
138. Curly or Straight hair?
Both
139. Brunette or Blonde?
139. Brunette or Blonde?
Brunette
140. Summer or Winter?
140. Summer or Winter?
Summer
141. Night or Day?
141. Night or Day?
Night
142. Favourite month?
142. Favourite month?
September
143. Are you a vegetarian?
143. Are you a vegetarian?
No
144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?
144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?
Dark
145. Tea or Coffee?
145. Tea or Coffee?
Both
146. Was today a good day?
146. Was today a good day?
No
147. Mars or Snickers?
147. Mars or Snickers?
Mars
148. What’s your favourite quote?
148. What’s your favourite quote?
My whole life I've been telling myself, 'don't be afraid'. And it is only now that I'm realizing how stupid that is. Don't be afraid. Like saying, 'don't move out of the way when someone tries to punch you' or 'don't flinch at the heat of fire' or 'don't blink'. Don't be human. I'm afraid and you're afraid and we're all always going to be afraid, because that's the point. What I should be telling myself is 'be afraid, but do it anyway'. Live anyway.
149. Do you believe in ghosts?
Kind of
150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?
150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?
"Han har en såndär digital musikspelare
Open up your eyes and see how far you get in just one day,
I will remember how you kissed me, under the lamppost back on 6th street.
"You’re just another story I can’t tell anymore."